

Last week I had a tempo ride scheduled for ninety minutes — one of the harder sessions in my week. Ten miles in, pace good, legs feeling strong, then something shifted. I felt lightheaded, uneasy, and nothing I could point at to explain this.
I was coming off the tail end of a mild cold — runny nose, sore throat, the usual. Slept well the night before and ate well morning of. On paper, no reason to feel off. That’s exactly what made it a signal instead of noise: when there’s no obvious cause, and you still don’t feel right, your body is telling you where the energy is actually going.
Decided to pull over, take a few minutes to cool off and drink some water, then rode home at an easy effort. Felt better within minutes. Sixty of the planned ninety minutes done, the back half spinning instead of pushing.
On paper that’s a missed workout. In practice it was the right call.
There’s a difference between discomfort worth pushing through and a signal worth listening to. Tight hip, cranky calf, legs that feel heavy at minute 40 of a long run — normal. Training asks a lot of your body, and it won’t always feel smooth. The test I trust: take a short break, let your heart rate settle, then try to push again. Most days it comes back down, and you’re off. That day it didn’t. That gap is the tell.
I’ve ignored this gap before. Earlier this year there was a nagging ache in a run I pushed through instead of backing off, and it turned into several weeks without lacing up the trainers again. The more time you spend training, the better you get at telling a normal rough patch from an actual warning — but only because you’ve been wrong about it before.
With Ironman Florida close, there’s a pull to push through anyway. Any time a goal nears, some part of your brain starts spiraling — not fit enough, can’t afford to lose a session now, better grind through it. That thought showed up for me that morning too, quieter than usual but there.
Here’s the piece I keep coming back to: recovery is training. If race day were a week out, I’d be taking it easy on purpose — walks, an easy spin around the neighborhood, nothing harder — because that’s what actually gets you to the start line in good shape. Backing off that day, while sick, was the same principle.
I took the rest of that day easy, then kept the next couple of sessions light too — nothing harder than needed. By the time the bigger efforts rolled back around, the fog had cleared, and the training felt normal again. That’s the version of trusting the process I keep having to relearn: sometimes it’s not about the workout in front of you; it’s about giving yourself the day or two it actually takes, then letting the week sort itself back out.
I still don’t have a clean answer for the voice that asks what happens if this shows up on race day — would I pull back then, too? What I do know is that morning wasn’t “felt a little tired, decided to stop.” It was heart rate not coming down, effort not matching output, a body actively asking for less. Different thing.
— Iggy
Pushing through isn’t always the brave choice.
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